Internet Writings #7
I have problems,
I control those around me,
I overthink about everything.
I don't believe I have a good life.
My emotions are tearing me apart,
I want to be in love,
but the more love I am with someone,
my emotions get worse.
I hate when my love is around others,
I feel like crying,
I feel like putting a knife in my eye.
just to stop the visions of her with another man.
Why wont' these visions stop?
Why can't I control them?
I feel like rolling up in a ball,
crying all night and to the next.
Do my eyes deceive me?
Will this happen?
Will it not?